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Entropy's avatar

What a passage!

"Had she remembered these moments because of me, or had they dissolved into the warm tide of her own imagination, stripped of their private significance?"

Gary Trujillo's avatar

I appreciate you stopping by. :)

C.S. Mee's avatar

Beautiful

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Merci, Mrs. Simon.

Jessie Lynn McMains's avatar

As someone who has been on both sides of similar situations, this one hit me hard. Thanks for sharing it.

Gary Trujillo's avatar

I appreciate the little slice of time it took you to read it, Jessie. Cheers.

Ryan Hunter's avatar

Such a good read.

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Thanks, Ryan. Your last one was a banger too.

Steve Myers's avatar

I really like the way this all holds together, the Kerouac quote, the transient nature of relationships, the painting, poem and the curtains closing with "your uncertainty."

Side note, I don't know if I agree with her about poetry making sense of things, me thinking about some poetry and prose poetry like Doctor Sax by Kerouac and I'm like what the *^%$ and i just keep reading and it makes no sense to me and i kinds like that.

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Art is a trip man.

I hope your Xmas was chill. I got a Beach Boys t-shirt and a book. Pretty good score if you ask me.

Steve Myers's avatar

i just realized i responded to your comment here on your comment on my blog. why do i complicate every damn thing. Time for a drink, but I'll wait until 5. Beach Boys and a book. Excellent!

Gary Trujillo's avatar

No worries dude. It's all the same shit. 😂

Delaney Kentzell's avatar

"I imagined a timeline where she had written these lines while I was still sleeping beside her, where she had already been processing our life into art while I, ignorant of these pen strokes, had been living it."

Really beautifully put. Being someone who has written (and still writes) about my relationships with still-living people, this was really intriguing to me.

Gary Trujillo's avatar

I appreciate you stopping by, Delaney. I hope you find your writing to be fulfilling and they help you make sense of the world. I suppose that's all we can ever ask. ✨

Colleen Claes's avatar

Love this! And the Cat Power shout-out!

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Thanks Colleen. Your latest was pretty fucking good too. 😉

Colleen Claes's avatar

Thank you!! :)

Tess Raser's avatar

So interesting to think about art makers and interrogate their observations of us. Are they sincere? Are they collecting data in a way to improve their art?

Gary Trujillo's avatar

It IS interesting. I think we are constantly collecting data, but as a visual artist this information can morph into something that doesn't resemble the other person at all. Besides, we can never know how we look or seem to another. It's kind of wild.

allie's avatar

Just wow!

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Thanks Allie. 😌

Hannah's avatar

This is beautiful Gary xx

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Merci, Hannah. I wish you and your family nothing but the best for the new year. ✨

Hannah's avatar

Right back at you Gary xx

John's avatar

You weren’t erased. You never existed in the first place. Some people are simply incapable of love. It’s not personal.

Bob Martinez's avatar

Jed hit the mute button. They have shuffled their bullpen, akin to the deck chairs on the Titanic

Rivers + Robots's avatar

Oooff.

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Thanks! I seriously think “ooof” might be my favorite and preferred response. 🙂

Emm as in Music's avatar

An absolutely gorgeous read

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Thank you x a million!

Jenny Clark's avatar

Ugh so good

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Thanks, Jenny. Your piece on "bad girls" was pretty cool too. :)

Bob Martinez's avatar

Very Nice!

Gary Trujillo's avatar

Thanks, Bob. I haven't heard much from your Cubbies this off-season.